This story is being passed around the soccer community nationally in hope that people will learn from it and not make the same mistake that Michael Robards made. Michael Robards was an All-State Sweeper for the Rockhurst High School (Kansas City, MO) Hawklets Soccer Team that won a Missouri State Championship in 1998. After graduating from Rockhurst, Michael attended Marquette University where he earned 2nd Team All-Conference USA Honors as a Senior. Michael also played for the Kansas City Brass PDL Team.
Michael and his family want to get this message out to others – Don’t make the same mistake he did. Michael’s story will soon be published in Soccer America. Below is a letter that he has written for all to read and learn from.
My name is Michael Robards, and I am 25 years old. As I write you, I’m in jail, in the custody of Johnson County, Kansas charged with involuntary manslaughter. As a long time member of the soccer community, having played at the premier, high school and collegiate level, as well as coached, I’d like to share my life altering story of the harmful and deadly effects of drinking and driving. My hope is that by sharing my story I will initiate changes in attitudes and actions about drinking and driving and hopefully with your support we can save lives.
Tragic accidents can and do happen everyday to people from all walks of life in today’s society. The mentality, which I shared, that we are invincible and that tragedy can’t and “won’t happen to me”, contributes greatly to the number of such events. Hopefully by understanding the aftermath of such an accident, we can begin to change attitudes and take action to reduce the number of injuries and deaths resulting from drunken driving.
On December 27th, 2005 I made a series of poor decisions that ultimately led to the death of a motorcyclist in a traffic accident. While in town celebrating the holidays with family and friends, my life and the lives of others changed dramatically forever that night. In my moment of irresponsible behavior, I unintentionally took the life of someone’s father, grandfather and friend. In a split second, I stole from a family something I can never replace. The weight of my guilt and remorse is a burden I will bear forever! No matter what the outcome of my sentencing, I must live with the unsettling knowledge that I needlessly took someone else’s life.
I deserve no sympathy. I am not the victim in this story. I alone accept responsibility for my grievous act. Further, I acknowledge that I owe a debt to society. Hopefully, my incarceration coupled with this letter will serve as the beginning of my repayment process.
I’ve also embarrassed myself and dishonored my reputation, and that of my family. In large part, my life will be defined by this moment, that split second. I will forever be a convicted felon. Try and imagine the whole of your life defined primarily by one instant, one bad decision. Grasp if you can, how you might feel if in that instant, your career options were so narrowed as to leave you few prospective job options. Among the consequences for my decisions; I’ve forfeited a promising career, two soccer coaching positions and months/years of my freedom. Not to mention, the $1,000’s of debt incurred for legal expenses, lost wages, and damaged property. My debt continues to pile up while I sit in jail, unable to work and uphold my obligations. Fortunately, my loving and supportive family has helped shoulder these burdens and continue to offer their unyielding support. Many people I’ve met are not so fortunate.
Shortly after my accident I was released on bond to receive alcohol assessment and pick up the pieces of my life while awaiting adjudication of my case. My assessment counselor informed me that I have a relatively minor dependency toward alcohol. He recommended, and I immediately began alcohol education and treatment. The night of my accident was my first offense involving alcohol, the first of any nature actually. I highlight these points not in an attempt to rationalize my actions or to trivialize the seriousness of my offense. Rather to illustrate a simple, but crucial point. These tragedies can happen instantly to any of us, as I am a great example, if we make poor decisions.
Please, please understand that this is in no way a cry for sympathy or pity, because I acknowledge I deserve none! I ask that you join me in grieving for the family of the victim, who prematurely lost a loved one. They are the ones truly deserving of your thoughts and prayers. I pray everyday that God brings them consolation for their loss, comfort for their pain, and strength to ease their burden. The details of my situation are important only to illustrate all aspects of this tragedy and how so many lives are upset as a result.
In evaluating my life and this terrible situation I would like to offer the following advice. Never drink and drive, or ride with anyone who is; it’s only a matter of time before an arrest or accident takes place. It may seem the “in” thing to do, or save you a few dollars on cab fare. You may not want to make a phone call to your parents, but their receiving a phone call from you is decidedly better than receiving one from the police.
We all seem to be aware of the harmful and deadly effects of drinking and driving, and yet for whatever reason we ignore those warnings. We continue to put ourselves and others at risk on a daily basis. My call to you is to stand up for something that must change and make a difference in your families, on your teams, in your schools and communities. I will continue to tell my story in the hope that we can significantly reduce accidents and tragedies such as my own.
In addition, I would encourage you young players to refrain from alcohol use. Make decisions for yourself and your future and remain mindful that you are not obligated to do anything your peers want you to do. Stay focused on what you want from life and set goals to help you obtain it. Use my experience as a means to ensure this never happens to you and your friends; I promise it’s not worth it!
Please share this story with anyone that you think could benefit from the message. Share it with your friends, your teammates, your parents, your kids, anyone that you care about.
